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It is 4:30am

I hate high rise.
I am more to horizontality.
Why do i have to do this, i admit i am not skillful in this type of building.
Daaaamn i hate this

The Lost Valentine

Last night, i was doing my laundry. While doing that i watched a DIVA movie, The Lost Valentine. There is this character named Lucas Thomas, he smiled, and i immediately been lifted off my feet. I remembered seeing him somewhere before, i Googled him. It was Sean Faris. Back then he was not that handsome, more to cute. But since he is growing older & more mature, with that little facial hair... DAMN IT HE IS SO FIIINEEEE. When he smiles, i squealed like a fangirl OMG~~~~~~ When i looked at him closely, i realized that he is in my-type-category ahaha. I always have a soft spot for deep eyed, dark haired, dark brown/green eyes, magnificent jawline boys ♥

This is a video clip of a part in the movie, start from 07:32 this is the part where i squealed like mad.



08:52 - 08:54 That is the smile that i was talking about
09:01 - 09:04 My heart was beating like mad when he walks closer, with that naughty face expression
09:10 - 09:11 I DIED

All i can say is, he got gorgeous-killer smile.

You

Booo

Siannya blogni, tuan dia punyala pemalas nak update

Offer

I got an offer from UiTM to further my studies in Master of Architecture, alhamdulillah

But why does i feel so... contemplated?
Is it because i still feel that i am lacking in something?
huhu =_=

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How am i doing right now.?

Actually i am doing just fine. I just keep on walking on the path that the Lord has set out for me and for now it is totally smooth and i like it. I do realize that it is not gonna be forever smooth but yeah, i have to prepare for it. I feel that I have become more matured than ever, but still i can't cast aside my kiddy-self kekeke.

My priority right now is continuing my studies. So now i am doing all i can so that my design report will be full of my works. Please pray for me people so that i'll be called for the interview and pass it with flying colours so that i can continue my studies~~ >.<
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Okay this post is so random~

School of thoughts

"I can’t do the think-work in the studio. The studio’s for putting stuff together – for work-work. And if we’re not doing work-work, then we leave. How many great architecture ideas have been drawn on napkins? Because they’re free, they’re not thinking about work."
- Graphic Designer James Victore

Re-blogged from Architecture School

For wanting more

I am starting to get bored with work
How? i rarely gets bored with things, since when I am like this i don't even know
I need a long vacation, i need a getaway. But i can't just abandon everything i have right here to please my pleasures. That's why there is commitment, a string of attachment that can disciplined u.

But I am still not disciplined enough. I have lots of things that I want. Yeah, humans will never satisfy with what they have....

"U have to learn to be grateful, God gives us these then we must accept as what we are"

FULLSTOPS. Stop the preaching I already know about that. It's not a sin to want something more and sometimes daydreaming about it. If it is something possible that can be done then go for it! Don't just stay comfortable with what u have and redha. If it is cure-able, then find the methods to cure it. If it can be mend, then mend it. If u want to make more money, do more works or try other job. If u want slimmer thighs then go for a jog at least 3 times a week. Its not a matter of being grateful or not. It is a matter of u willing to do more for something that u can be earned. Then after all else fails, then u can redha.

New Year story with Haq looking dashing

2010 just passed by in the blink of an eye. So much things happened, some of which i want to forget, some that i want to cherished and some I'll take it as a lesson & a reminder for things that will come. I didn't regret for anything that had happened, well maybe for certain things, but hey it's life. Although it was cloudy but rainbows do showed up after the storm =).

So, how was my New Year??

Nothing special actually, but lots of activities =). I decided to sleep-over at Ziela's last Friday. That night we went to Red's new rented house at Padang Jawa for sembahyang Isyak berjemaah and tahlil with Red's parents. After that we just went out ronda-ronda avoiding traffic jam, minum untill the New Year arrived.

In terms of specialty, it is for one of my studiomates, for he is married on that day =D. Congratulations Abe Haq!! u look dashing that day~ only that u have become 'rounder' teheee. It's my first time seeing Kak Aishah face to face, and she is so pretty without her glasses on. May Allah bless u both =). Since this is the girl's side, i will attend this wedding again on the guy's side in 2 weeks time in Perak, which means.. A ROAD TRIP! =D

After the wedding, Ziela and I did some important-shopping at Mid Valley before rushing back to Shah Alam, for we had plans to kayak with others later that evening. But unfortunately, rain came pouring down =(. But we filled our free time by watching Gulliver's Travel at MBO Klang which is super boring, don't watch it, a 'syok sendiri' film. We noticed that there is a funfair quite near to the cinema and they were planning to go there next week.. which i don't think i can join... =(( but i want too..... huhu.

Well that is all for now, have a nice year dearies~

~~~Happy New Year~~~

*updated* Hanging on by a thread

Band - The Letter Black

I recommend this band if u enjoyed Alternative Rock. They got good stuff. Even the singer got eerie-high vocal and not all songs have ears-pitching screaming. I read this band also 'praying' in their music, but through rock version. In our Malay culture, maybe u can said nasyid-rock version? I have heard almost all of the songs and i can say that some of the songs do gives out positive vibes to the God like 'Collapse' 'There'll come a day' and 'Hanging on by a thread' . Some of the songs that i keep on re-playing :

More To This
Perfect
Believe
There'll come a day
Collapse

\('_ ';)/

It is not bad but I feel sudden pressured
I just don't like sudden options that i have to choose between myself and other people
I know very well what i want and what i am capable of but i dont want to let other people down either



This is very stressing

UPDATED* I want to settle these things before i further my studies

**UPDATED LIST 2/07/2011

I wanted to clear all these matters before i further my studies.. since i got less time. (IF i got the offer letter for this December intake). If not, i still have 6 months LOL

• i wanna go to Wondermilk!! *shaza please?  With offline shopping bazaar too~
• learn sketchup/revit properly *hate this so much  i didnt get the offer, still got lots of time~
• A trip with friends, especially to the beach!  Kedah and Penang soon~ =D
• Having a picnic on the green grass at the park
• Read urban-architecture books, a lot
• Bungee jumping at Sunway Lagoon *must try, once in a lifetime
• Treat my parents with a glorious meal
• Treat my siblings with Skytrex
• Finished beading and tailoring my baju kurung

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Actually.. i am not ready yet to continue my studies this December intake. Dont think wrongly of me its just.. yeah all of my friends persuades me to apply for this intake, but the biggest reason i applied is because of my parents. They wanted me to finish my studies quickly. My mum is 49 this year, She said to me that she will retire when she reach 50, which is next year?? being an Architecture students needs a hella lots of money. the trips to the site (which for degree students, most of the sites are out of the country) itself cost almost RM1000. what about the progress and materials for my design works?? it needs a hella lots of money too.

Yeah i can use my money which i earned now but it never enough since my pay is really low (i worked in a small firm) Besides, my brother is still studying in MSU and another brother of mine going to graduate this year. so surely he will go to a university too, which in a result, more money needed. My dad said,"better u continue your studies now while your mum and i still working. if not, when mum quit her job in the future, its going to be hard on us"

So, i decided to apply.. at least if i finished it quickly, i can look for a job more quickly and helped my family. I have to work hard, gain back my philosophical-architecture knowledge which i abandoned almost a year... LOTS OF WORK & CATCH-UP TO DO... aaaaahhhhh ('_';)

BEAST Dongwoon & a bit of Keanu~ Kyu~~. OK u can say this is my-man post

I started listening KPOP since i heard Super Junior's Kyuhyun voice in Sorry Sorry and u can say that i am quite up-to-date about their activities. I listened to other group songs too and of course Beast is included. When they debuted around the end of 2009, the magnae Dongwoon cought my eye, because he looks so different from others, he doesn't look Korean at all. I thought "aah~ this guy must be a mix" but to my surprise, he is pure-korean-blood, even his parents look so Korean and his childhood photos too. it seems that his 'western' features emerges when he started highschool.

I like him but not as much as OMG-SPAZZ-MESMERIZED! when Kyuhyun striked me, just 'normal' like. But this guy started to take a hold of me when they promote their 3rd mini album SOOM (Breath). HE IMPROVES SO MUCH that it is insane! His dance not as awkward as before and he got that huge-stage-aura~ making lots of people noticing him now rather than before.

Fancam Dongwoon focus performing 'Soom'

This is when they just debuted, they're in a variety show Idol Maid, claiming that he is Arab Prince? WTH xD Dongwoon here try to learn English but FAIL SO MUCH LOL

He looks tired but still precious =)

new hairstyle for 4th mini album "Lights go on again" at 1st i was wailing because i like his dark-black-hair but the blonde growing on me

OK OK last, 'heart' beautiful MV teaser ^^
BTW will u guys believe me that these gifs (which is the oldest is 1 month and newest one is just 1 day old) showing the current appearance of Dongwoon.. which is a body of 19 years old. Doesnt look 19 right???

Since he looks kinda western... sometimes.. i think he looks like Keanu Reeves o.0. Damn that guy keeps on haunting me! Even Kyuhyun sometimes looks like Keanu Reeves... Long face, deep eyes, perfect nose, deep voice, and not-so-big lips... waaaaaaa~~ i miss that dude! please shave ur over-jambang! i miss your Speed and 'Neo' moments! I don't care if u are in ur 40s but.. just comeback with a good movie already~ if Tom Cruise and Johnny Depp can do it, why cant u?? =(

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young-jambu-Keanu~ but am loving bad-boy-serabai Keanu more~~

Huuuuuuuuuuu (*. * )

Excuse me but putting Kyuhyun images here is relevant too since i mentioned his name.. lol. Didnt u guys see Dongwoon's and Keanu's resemblance on him?

 

Imagination at its best

My top imaginations that i always imagine everyday since the activities are regularly done in my daily life. U creative-high-imagination people, try to imagine it with me will ya? =D
Have u ever thought...

1. When u are on your way down to sujud, like 10 cm from sejadah, a hideous-ghost face will appear on top of it and u can't stop yourself since.. yeah u are going to sujud. Hence u will either be kissing the ghost or ur face gonna get eaten.

2. You are crossing a drain but u misjudged the distance hence u fell. Your chin got slammed on the edge of the drain, totally robbing it off along with your top front teeth and nose. The rest off your face is 'sliding' on the drainage wall while u were falling to the bottom of the drain.

3. You are sitting on a water closet doing your usual business but u didn't realize that there is a deadly-crazy snake inside it. It suddenly emerges and bite your butt or your private part totally robbing it off like a carnivore. Then it when inside your body through down there, laid its eggs, then the eggs hatched and everything is history.

4. U were chopping some meat or fish when a fly flew in through the window and bugging u. U sway your hand from side to side trying to 'shoo' it away with the butching knife still in your hand. The fly flew straight to your face and u wanted to slap it so u sway your hand as fast as u could towards your face. The thing is the knife is still there in your hand and so.. u accidentally planted the knife in your face & butchered it in half.

5. This is practically normal for poor-sighted people like me.

• Jeans & Long cardigans hanged behind my door (my bed facing the door) = Someone's or something's long hair
• (point 1) + my T-Square right beside it = Grim Reaper
• (point 2) + shining belt on my jeans = Beaming eye Grim Reaper
• A mountain of unfold clothes in the basket = a round figure, maybe a Toyol.
• (all of the points above) + plus the wind from the fan = They are moving and somehow getting closer

Everytime i imagined these things, i will close my eyes hard and pause for about 3 seconds, feeling the damages that i have to suffer if they totally happened, feeling ngilu in my teeth, cold shivers behind the back of my neck and finally... continue on with whatever i was doing

Bits and pieces thanks to the big drain between my office & the parking lot, Final Destination, Snakes On A Plane, Ju-On and so on.

Not good at all

I just found out... Although it is not recently happened.. but damn.

It is very immature of u to talk something about our or my past in a public post. I just being emo myself, i didnt post about your weaknesses and bad remarks to let the public be the judge and criticized. As a result, you are making people looking down on me.

U said u have changed, but u never at all. U still act abruptly without thinking the consequences.

Debating with doc regarding Architecture and Engineering

Last night, i had an appointment with the doctor for my health issues. While doing some check-up, he asked me questions regarding my working life until this :

doc : So where do u work?
me : at Ampang Hilir, an architectural firm
doc : ooh~ so u are an engineer??
me : err no.. im an architect (almost)
doc : yalah, engineer la kan?
me : No! im an architect.
doc : isn't Architecture under Engineering? bukan sama ke??
me : [getting defensive] No, it is not!
doc : really? i though it is the same???
me : No!

Dear citizens, Architecture is NOT under Engineering. According to my understanding after 4 and a half year of studying and almost 1 year working experience (including practical training), Architecture is the whole, while Engineering is more to specific. Architecture is the process or its field of work that always associated with creativity/art, consists of designing and constructing a building or space. Engineering on the other hand is the deeper level in constructions, which is the system and structure of the building/space. It implemented the knowledge of mathematics, physics & others law of science into the construction to achieve the perfect structure.

Search the internet if u are disapproving. Net is the biggest library in the world.

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Why are u doing that?
When the first time u did it, i thought maybe ur just being insensitive, as always
But then it happens again.. I began to wonder whether u were really honest about it or not?

Is that a part of your tactic?
Sorry, its a total failure, makes me feeling annoyed.

Scribbles

I want u to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want u to know
U couldn't have loved me better
But I want u to move on
So I'm already gone