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Why are u doing that?
When the first time u did it, i thought maybe ur just being insensitive, as always
But then it happens again.. I began to wonder whether u were really honest about it or not?

Is that a part of your tactic?
Sorry, its a total failure, makes me feeling annoyed.

SJWORLD.NET Choi Siwon Photobook

Waah~ my 1st international fan-project~ I feel so proud taking part in this~ and i can see my submissions~~ *wink wink. I really want a copy ;A; all of the photos-submission are beautifully taken.. Somehow, my spirit was burning knowing the Mods used KLCC-picture as the front cover <--- LOL

Cr : Gaia/↘LƎADƎR☆규현★@SJ-World.net

Farewell Lana

Last week, last day Lana in Malaysia

Dav, Lana, Me, Sara, Red, Izyan


Mak aih buroknye sekor-sekor


Twister time!!


Friends <3 Goodluck Lana for your new semester ^^

Scribbles

I want u to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want u to know
U couldn't have loved me better
But I want u to move on
So I'm already gone

Why u are like that?

OK that is a blow.. why did u do that?
Are u embarrassed of talking to me?
U really do got 2 face.

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Things that i need to do this weekend :
*Re-arrange my blog's label. Too many labels that it is getting annoying =_=
*Fold my clothes! The basket is almost going to explode
*Re-schedule my diet plan again, can't wear small t-shirt anymore, my tummy... aish


Starts saving next month, maybe got 2 major trips ^^. But needs money for some stuffs too..
THE i-must-use-my-money-whether-i-hate-it-or-not.
*HP bills, both U-mobile and Celcom
*Laptop bills to abah *FREAKING HATE THIS. I'm not the one that broke the old one, it was Boy~! Why do i have to pay for the consequences T^T
*Fuel's and credit card money (if i used) to mama


THE MOST-IMPORTANT one : (will update when ive done sorting out the important one)
*Bonamana Version C
*Contact lenses + new casing
*Pay the tailor for my baju raya


The i-will-buy-if-got-more-money-or-if-have-good-deals :
*Glasses
*SHinee mini album
*mp3
*Wedges
*Pumps
*mascara
*eyeliner

Lucifer MV & Eng Trans.

Yaa its been out for a while, just wanna share the english translations ^^, since this song title has been a hot debate since its first preview.


English Translations

Even if I try to avoid you, I can’t find a place to hide
I’m trapped by you, who I can’t even deny
If it was love, if you really loved me, don’t do this to me
Her whisper is the Lucifer

*If you tie me down and trap me
Then the love is also tied down
The future is also tied down
It can’t grow anymore
Freely empty yourself and look at me
I’ll fill you only, I’ll completely fill you only

Your undeniable spell is the Lucifer
Your undeniable magic is the Lucifer
When I approach you
With your angelic face
Say the reason you live is for me
Say it

When I first saw you, I stopped for a short time
As if someone was tightly seizing my heart, not letting it go (Still)
You took all, all, all, all, all, all of my heart just like that
You make my heart burn out when you’re not here

*If you tie me down and trap me
Then the love is also tied down
The future is also tied down
It can’t grow anymore
Freely empty yourself and look at me
I’ll fill you only, I’ll completely fill you only

Loverholic, robotronic, loverholic, robotronic

The love stories I shared with you
You look towards the same places I do
When we feel that we can’t get any more perfect
Only stare at me, you want me more, more, more, more, more, more
Only look at me, you’re the center of everything, thing, thing, thing, thing, thing

Since before, something has been wrong, you’ve been weird
The love I knew left my side, one by one
All I have is you

*If you tie me down and trap me
Then the love is also tied down
The future is also tied down
It can’t grow anymore
Freely empty yourself and look at me
I’ll fill you only, I’ll completely fill you only

I feel like I’ve become a clown trapped in a glass castle
I dance for you, who will never be satisfied
You look into me openly, touching my brain
I think I’ve become a fool
I think I’m only getting more and more attracted to you

Loverholic, robotronic, loverholic, robotronic

It’s not that I hate you or that I dislike you
It’s just that kind of stare is a burden is all
I’m not going anywhere
I’ve waited like this by only looking at you

Your stare captures me
As the days went by, it became sharper
I’m tired of your obsession
I’ve been cut a lot, my heart is bleeding
When it’s about time for me to pass out
She comes to me like an angel, saying “I love you”
Even though I knew it was really you
You really confused me

*If you tie me down and trap me
Then the love is also tied down
The future is also tied down
It can’t grow anymore
Freely empty yourself and look at me
I’ll fill you only, I’ll completely fill you only

I feel like I’ve become a clown trapped in a glass castle
Leave me alone, when I’m free, I’ll be able to truly love you
Leave me alone, don’t make me sick of you
So I can truly look at you

If you tie me down and trap me
Then love is also tied down
The future is also tied down
It can’t grow anymore
Loverholic, robotronic, loverholic, robotronic
Your undeniable spell is the Lucifer

My bonamana~~~

My version A and Heechul's photocard


The poster that came along with the album~~ <3
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Next month.. my VERSION C Kyaa~~!!! XD

2 days of non-stop-eating-rich-food

Saturday; Gardens, The Curve
kedai lawa~!! So English-Victorian-era~
I like =)) TQ Ziela for bringing me here










Sunday; The Ship, Jalan Sultan Ismail
Mama treated us~ for Boy's Birthday tomorrow
Happy Birthday, Boy =)

In the end, i have gained a lot of fatty tissues.. haih haih. I just can't stop eating now, My desire for food is huge~~~ right now, i just don't care anymore.. haaha. Splurge!

Istana Bambu

Yesterday, was the last day for one of our practical student, Ain. She will be heading back to USM for the new semester. So Kak Intan decides to make like a little feast for for all of us and also to Ain. We went to Istana Bambu at Taman Sri Ukay, right beside the MRR2.

Too bad another one of our officemate Zul couldn't join us since he had to go back to Terengganu. It is my first time here though... nama je orang Ampang, tapi tak tahu menahu pasal kewujudan tempat ni =P The food is okay~ Now they are having a promotion too for lunch set, including drinks, will only be RM10. But we took ala carte instead. kerabu mangga sedap~ even their blackpepper beef also ^^

Ain and our boss, Kak Intan


2 most senior staffs, Kak Shida and Kak Ina

Acap and the new practical student from Community College, Ifa

alahai Acap ni, orang dah tak sabar nak makan ni, sibuk nak amik gambar

Balun~!

OK Ain, study well for your final semester~ Good luck! ^^

Lucifer

SHInee - Lucifer TEASER

Yeah really teased me all right.. Beastly dinasour and baby turning into a beautiful-sexy thug..
Damn these babies.. =_=
Kyuhyun is only 3 months younger than me so it is kinda OK
But these guys.. shit i am a pedophile now..

Kyu, Living a second life

Every day, after i knew what had happened, i am so GRATEFUL TO GOD that he is there..

still laughing
still smiling
still singing beautifully
still dancing gracefully
still being witty
still being naughty
still being pampered

but above all, I AM GLAD HE IS STILL ALIVE, for he is the reason i know Super Junior








Yeah~ stay cute, cheeky, bully as always Kyu~
Make all the hyungs yours.. hahah LOL

My treasures

Last sunday, mama wants me to clear my treasures in this almari of mine.. Which was very hard for me to do because inside there are my treasures since i was in my primary school. There are even McD's toys sets! yes I love to collect them back in those days.


JJang~ Before and after.. i only managed to 'sacrifice' 3 spaces only LOL, 3 trash bags were used.. boohoo. Any toys that were still looking good i packed them in the box. the next time we went back to Kelantan, i'll give them to my little cousin.

Since i was clearing my things up, i found my old-forgotten collections and some of it i just couldnt hardly believed that i actually have a collection of them. Some of my collections like the books, obviously i always know about it since i arranged them at the mini compartments.



Mostly the books that i read back when i was a kid are by Enid Blyton. Then when i was in high school, my interest went to thriller/ghost stories. So i have lots of RL Stine's and Christopher Pike's. I have Sweet Valley University too, but obviously, about the psycho William White. Later, i collected Cathy Hopkin's Mates, Dates series, typical teenagers stories about their love and school life =P. When i entered university, i stop collecting books *sigh*



I was squealing with surprise when i found this Pokemon collection hahaaah! i totally forgotten about it! and i already forgot some of their names.. But i think there should be a lot more than this so I asked my sister about this and she also said the same... Jackpot! SO it must be her then thats been meddling with my collection >=(. She just tersengih macam kerang busuk.



I had a complete set of Sailormoon's comic, but my dad threw them away T^T. These are the ones that i actually found at the bookstore, i was quite surprise that they are still selling it.. Anyway i also have Sailormoon's jigsaw puzzle, letters and 2 full sticker books full of stickers. I had a poscard-size box, full of Sailormoon's stickers, but sadly I lost it =((




Yeah this is not a surprise anymore, Super Junior stuffs~ hehehe. Lots of posters, files, lighsticks, keychains, official photobook, albums, and still counting =D



These are postcards that i collected.. international & local artists, historic places and Meteor Garden 2.



Lots of posters~~ woah, how the hell did i collected all of these XP



Yes, i had a hobby of collecting stamps. I actively collected them when i was in primary school. I have 2 full-albums, and the 3rd one is half full. In the picture shows some of my favourite ones =3



Subconsciously, i think i collected picture-frames too. In this section there are about 20, and there are still more on my study desk and bedside table..



Since i'm gathering my stuff, i also want to share this haha. My collection of plushies aka babies that are still alive. I can actually open a Zoo if i join venture with my little sister =P.

Work stuff

This bunglow is almost ready for hand-over, i like this house

Although it's facing direct sunlight, but the air inside the house is cool~




The one i adore the most is this part of the house, the wood finishes is just amazing



One of my current client, abstract painter En Yusof Ghani, very admirable man
( oh that is Acap, my JR at UiTM and also new staff at the firm )

Sorry baby

You are dying.. (◕╭╮◕)
I don't know what to update on you anymore..
My life is boring right now, nothing special in it
If i keep on spazzing bout my fandom here, more people will get disgust with it =P
I will keep u alive, now i feed u with this post, at least i keep u updated

Sorry baby ❤

Thousand Miles

I can't lie
I do miss you
Everytime i see the little one, i see u
Thank you for everything, it is a wonderful memory