December 30, 2009

i want to see KBS Gayo Daejun!!!

aaah!! yesterday it was aired on SBS, since we dont have that channel so we couldnt see. But tonight i mean now, is KBS Gayo Daejun (music awards) and we still couldnt see it cuz KBS channel make way for the movie Iris.. aarghH!! i want to see the music showww~!!!!!! X(((

sob sob thank you allKPOP for always doing a good job to keep people like me, who couldnt get the privilege watching these shows, always on the update of the music world.. huhuhu but still... T^T *gigit tissue

SBS Gayo Daejun 2009 (this is going to be a full-video-post =P)

*** i just inserted the making of MV Seoul at the previous Seoul MV Sj & Snsd post. But only Kyuhyun and Seohyun part xoxo

SBS Gayo Daejun was held last night, is an event that wrap up the year with the performances of top songs and artists of the year with the theme Wonder World. The MC's were Super Junior's Kim Heechul, actress Park Shinhye and Jung Younghwa. These are the videos of some of the performances that i like~

4 Minute did a great job as the opening performance with the intro Hollaback Girl and their songs, Muzik & Hot Issue. T-ara "Bo Peep Remix" is kinda cool too, and i like this outfit better than their usual animal costume.. =P. F(x) not bad either but kinda weird not seeing Victoria doing her usual moves but the appearing of Super Junior Donghae really make the performance more in sparks! ^^. These performances are some of i like by the Girls-Group beside KARA, SNSD and others.

MJ wave is still covering the world so the Koreans are not exceptional. The Boys-Group teamed up dancing to the infamous songs of the legend. I like Lee Seung Gi performance of Smooth Crminal. He is so tall among the rest, makes my eyes focusing on him only XD and Super Junior's Billie Jeans. From SuJu, the line up at the beginning of the performance was Eunhyuk, Kyuhyun, Shindong, Sungmin & Donghae. Kyuhyun was awesome! He is one of the main dancers of SuJu!!

To other countries, cross-dressing may sound ridiculous and absurd but the Koreans really like doing it and it's normal to them. There were performances where the Girls-Group performs the boys' songs and Boys-Group to girls'. Here is a video of representatives from After school, Kara & 4Minute performing Heartbeat by 2PM (LOVE IT!!) and KARA & F(x) dancing to Ring Ding Dong by Shinee

While the boys, representative from Super Junior & Shinee with their usual gal-pal songs, Gee by SNSD (absolutely ridiculous XD). After their performance, 2PM took the other stage with the boy version of Bo Peep (FUNNY~!!!) and after that quick performance, Heechul was back at the MC stage looking 'manly' in contrast to his earlier Gee performance XDD

SuJu (Heechul-red, Teukie-aqua blue, Sungmin-green) Shinee (Taemin-yellow, Minho-blue)

Junsu and Nichkhun OMG

Lastly, i think the boys performances were the one the fans gets all hyped-up *me too!. I really really really like Shinee's Ring Ding Dong Remix performance! They're rocking the floor! Their oppas and unnies couldnt help it but joins in at the back of the stage.

And as usual Super Junior's Sorry Sorry and It's You, both remix. But they sound tired. Maybe because after they did all of the extra performances and being one of the last artist to go last, really eats up all of their stamina. Anyway SNSD joins their boy-pal on the stage for the ending of Sorry Sorry Remix. ** Heechul as usual being the most 'unique' man among them. That night is his night =P

December 28, 2009

quick Sunday update

Nala was in mischief-mode again. She completely scattered the sand in her litter box all over the place. My dad said die tgh memberontak since we separate her with Simba. Couldnt u wait missy??? Anyway i took a couple of pictures of Simba during feeding time, he looks adorable and oh my! what a long tongue u have! XD. After my dad put back the cone, he wonders off, sniffing the porch area. We're not worried whether he will runaway or such because the size of the cone make him impossible to pass through the gate XP. He then sat at his cage area but looking rather puzzld cuz his cage is gone! haha wait baby, kitorang tgh cuci nnti bb bole tdo ok? ^^. My dad said he will take Simba to the clinic tomorrow to ask the doc about his conditions.

***** My dad just got home from the clinic, and the doc has removed the tube at his bottom! hehe.. Now my dad is grooming him, while Nala is anxiously waiting for him in the house. Aww u lovebirds~

December 26, 2009

Is it me or you?

insensitive, so-carefree, couldnt-care-less attitude
that is you

All this while
it's me the one who keeps on begging
blaming me that im not enough for you
i was a boredom for you

and i accept ur blames
lowering my pride to be with you
since i trusted the bond
that was laid upon us

but when i looked back
is it me or you who is not being serious?
heh look who's talking now?
is it me or you that make others look like a fool in public eyes?

u can only see yourself alone facing the jury
u didnt even realize that i was in the same spot
u only see others mistakes
but not realizing yours

December 25, 2009

My baby is recovering~

Heh, altho Simba is recovering and has a tube at his bottom, that doesnt stop him from having outrageous style of sleeping. He woke up after he heard the sound of the camera~ Nala on the other hand sleeps in the litter box! ugh Nala how can i pats or kiss u after this... ~_~'''. Yah i know you two misses each other badly since we separate u guys, but next week u guys can play together again! ^^

December 23, 2009

My baby is sick =((

The day before yesterday, we noticed that Simba keeps on going to his litter box n he drank lost of water. He keeps on mewing too and being grumpy so we took him to the clinic. The doc said he's likely to have batu karang in his pundi kencing. When we caressed the area where his pundi kencing situated, we can felt that it's hard.

Yesterday morning, Simba undergo a surgery. The doc placed a tube at his bottom area so that he can easily pea but it's going to be messy cuz he cannot pancut and sit properly. Red thingy also running out from the tube, my dad said that's not his blood, that's the thing that makes him unable to pee... but it looks painful.. It takes about a week for him to recover. We had to place a cone at his head so that he cant pulled the tube away...

Now he's still recovering, but his face is like so depress. My lil sis couldnt stop crying after my dad brought him home after the surgery. When he look at us, it's as if he was crying and asking for our help. We already did what we could do baby, so be strong...

December 19, 2009

Black mole on white bread

Sometimes i feel like a loser trying to re-connect with my friends
because they never replied to me back
and we're quite close back then

December 18, 2009

Fussy you

I always complained to my mum bout my dad not taking us to eat dinner outside like he used to. Its like ages since we all sat around a table, eating together at a restaurant or mamak stalls. We used to do like that once every 2 weeks or once a week but now they will always be missing members at the table. Even at home, we don't wait for others, who wants to eat first then help yourself~. Its not like my dad don't eat outside anymore, it's just very very RARE now.

Around 6pm, my uncle, Pak Ngah crashed our house. The first thing he steps into our house, he asked for food *Pak Ngah is very direct. The thing is, we don't have any. We still haven't done our grocery shopping yet. Our main meal for today was porridge only, itupun sebab i mengidam nak my mum buatkan. Then suddenly my dad said ,"Lets eat outside". I was like.. huh? is this for real? My dad actually wants to eat outside together??? I happily changed clothes thinking "Tonite's gonna be a good nite~" and while doing that i was thinking how on earth that i boleh tahan selama ni, x makan same2 and all that with my dad. After that, i remembered why....

We ate at the stalls at Jalan Peel. We only arrived there around 2 minute, he already started to get annoyed. OK i dont blame him for that, cuz the services were indeed sucks. We're standing there at a table like a bunch of idiots waiting for the waiter to wipe the table. But that stupid guy, which is like 2 steps away from us, just standing there doing nothing but looking at us sambil buat muke mcm sial. My dad, with his annoyed-tone asked for that guy to wipe the table. He dgn selamba jwb ,"Bukan meja kitorang" and looking away. My dad naik angin,"Abis ko x reti nak bgtaw ktorg yg ni bukan meja ko, pdhal ko sblah aku je kan? Mmg la ko ni x pandai meniaga" The thing is that guy melawan balik~ My dad got a good point there. Ape salahnye if he just told us earlier that it was not his table? We're just beside him! He can always show us the way to HIS TABLES, so that kitorang menguntungkan kedai makan ko. My dad was right, that guy mmgla x taw meniaga.

So we sat at the different tables, with my dad still annoyed with that guy. He keeps on complaining to the other waiters on how rude that guy was till my mum and my uncle can only smile halfheartedly. He ordered Mee Rebus, and when his food arrived, he called back the waiter to take his food back. Sebabnye mee tu x dicelur. I can only shaked my head, if dah kedai tu cara die mcmtu nak wat cane kan, makan jela~ My mum with stoned-face said to my dad,"Abah xleh makan kat luar. Byk sgt kerenah". Then my bro added,"You r too fussy". We all ended up laughing...

Now i remembered why i kadang2 x berapa kisah mkn without my dad at home, cuz he is too fussy and easily annoyed with the food and services, even for small things. He doesnt care if other people were looking or not, he just care about his food. Sometimes when he did that, i just want to dig a hole and buried myself in. On our way back home, he still talks about the rude waiter, and as usual drive crazily on the road. He is easily annoyed too when he is behind the wheels. He would break hardly, honked others car and when he did that, i usually closed my eyes and covered my face so that no one can recognize me.. ahhaaaaa ^_~'''

S-E-O-U-L MV - SuJu & SNSD

OMO Kyuhyun and Seohyun love story is so cute!!! >.<. Siwon as usual being the most fitted got the role as the running man while Taeyon following him with added wheels on her bike!! XDDD. Really smart thinking by the organizers using KPOP top artist for the MV since it's a big thing now


The making off the MV Kyuhyun - Seohyun part

Kyuhyun's chest popping & wink! ^_^

December 17, 2009

Fangirl corner =P

Although 1 week has passed, but i still want to say CONGRATULATIONS!! to Super Junior for sweeping off 3 big awards at Golden Disk Awards (10/12/2009)

They won the Bonsang Award (best album), Daesang Award (album of the year) and Samsung Popular Award. That night all of the performers were awesome! i like the collaboration between SuJu, Shinee & SNSD, dancing for the tribute of the late MJ. Last but not least, again SuJu performs their infamous award winning Sorry Sorry but this time there's a new version called Sorry Sorry Answer. It was more to suave-ballad like, exposing the charming and gentlemen side of em. Their first performance of the song was on Super show 2, and now they have made a MV for it..

This is their live performance, with 2 versions of Sorry Sorry. But the sound system during Sorry2 Remix is kinda weird. but Sorry2 Answer was superb~!

The heart-warming moments when they won the all important award, Album of the year, Daesang Award

How i wish i could see it live =((. The atmosphere was superb! Even the artists jumping up & down congratulating the winners. Peminat xyah ckpla, riuh gile nk mampos. About the hair... i dont like kyuhyun's hair in the MV and during that night!! X(((. Heechul's hair was all messed up too! I preferred kyuhyun's hair in the Sorry2 n Its You MV. It's long and wavy.. huuu.

*** Just now, the first ever Melon Awards was held. SuJu topped the votes in almost all of the categories. In the end they only won The Top 10 award. The fans were puzzled and wondered about the end results since it was different from the voting polls result.

*** Hehe may we have a CF now?? Seoul CF by DBSK, SNSD n SuJu. Me likey =)). I can see very clearly Kyuhyun's face when he, Leeteuk n Kangin running to the plugs while Eunhyuk is the one who plugged it in. Sungmin and Donghae looks childish, making snow and lastly Donghae sat behind the camera and directed it?? hehee. Oh i like Kyuhyun's hair during this time! The hairstylist should stick to this!

Kyuhyun's chest popping & wink! ^_^

*** They are coming to Msia!!! XDD

December 10, 2009

Giving gifts

Yesterday i had a disagreement with one of my cousins about giving gifts to others especially to ur mates/loved ones.

He thinks that giving gifts to the loved ones are meant to be done pure-heartedly and only for those who you will spend ur lives with. He said he doesnt gives presents to his gf before they got married because he doesnt know whether he will end up with the girl or not. I disagreed with that.

Yes, when u gv a present to a people, it has to be with good intentions but it is also one of the ways to show ur appreciation of the relationship with that person. So what if u dont know whether ur gf/bf will be the one you will spend ur lives with?? Giving gifts must be done with sincerity, bukannye kene bersebab and end up with something that is beneficial to u. And it doesnt have to be pricey, it can be something that resembles ur care or to show that the person is important to u. Like myself, i like giving gifts to my partner and my friends. Whether it's a keychain, wallet, a creative-designed-notebook and even a hand-made card, all i know is i really did it purely, sincerely for that person.

I just had to X him on the face when he said what's the point of giving gifts if he doesnt know whether he will end up marrying with the girl or not. He said it will be like pembaziran. U spent ur money for ur loved ones but u didnt end up together. I was like... "hello~ awat mundur sgt?? perlu ke nak taw dlu kalau ko kawin dgn pompuan tu ke x??" * i think u guys can imagine the looks on my face that time. And who says that u have to menatang kekasih ko tu, buying all the things that ur bf/gf ask for, giving pricey things.. Then it's ur fault la for not knowing how to spend rightly.

Our disagreement ends up when he said,"Tuhan cipta mcm2 jenis manusia, jd saye bukan dlm golongan org mcmtu". Arghh, typical phrase to end a conversation.

So in conclusion, i still x puas hati and ends up writing it here.

sorry folks =P

December 7, 2009

Awak neyh x engat caye kew???

Just now i got a MMS from a number that i don't know. These days my MMS is not working very well so i couldnt open the picture so i send that person a msg:

"Sape ni?"

"Eyh?? Tak kenal kew? Awak neyh x engat caye kew? Kan awak bagey nombo ney kat caye mentak gamba tadey??"

"Err no, xde pun mintak gmbr kat sape2. Sape ni?"

"Eyh salah nombo kowt. Takpew2 showie..."

Then tbe2 my phone status was downloading the MMS. Suddenly boleh pulak n tadaa! picture of a girl~ *well from the 'language' that she used obviously she's a girl

Tp the gmbr was like gedik kay. Ok i admit im not a bit annoyed by the picture pun, its ur own style of taking photos so who cares right? but to give ur picture away to a total stranger??? From the messages that she wrote, i can tell that this is the typical thing that's been happening these days. an anonymous person will text you saying like "HYe nak kenal boleh??" and i guess this girl layan. Then the guy nak gmbr, mintak send kat nombor mane2 tah n without any doubts or such she just sent it! Good thing that she 'accidently' sent it to me. What if she sent it to someone that might be a bad person that can do something nasty and mean???? huuuuuuh she should be very careful!


Si Gemuk - Simba
Si Nakal - Nala
Si Hyper - Tommy (my cousin's cat at Kelantan)

Family Trip PD

My relatives from Kelantan came to visit us last Friday. They arrived around 6:30am and rested for a while bcuz later that afternoon, we head of to PD for a family trip!

We Stayed at Tiara Beach Resort for 1 night and at my cousin's house the night after. The resort has their own man-made lagoon and well facilitated. My brother and I tried the fish spa and it was so ticklish! I can only stay still after about 10 minutes! It was a torture for me ~_~

Then we headed to Teluk Kemang. While most of us were leisuring at the beach, my bro opt for a swim in the sea with his cousin. Then to satisfy ira's 'needs', we accompanied her to the park cuz she wants to ride on the horse.

Later that evening, we went to my cousin's house at PD, stayed there for 1 night before getting back home the next morning~ =). Of cuz lots of shopping and bimbo pictures, but not gonna be published here XP. teehee.

December 6, 2009

Home sweet home!

** Just got back from my family trip to PD. will write bout the details later~

** aaargh! sorry shaza couldnt participate the walkathon with you... =(((. i really really really wanted to go!

** This monday n friday, i'll be heading to UiTM to do some errands. Maybe i'll bring my cousins to show around the campus

** It seems that i have stalkers??? Hmm dont know bout u, but i love my life and i dont think i did anything wrong to achieve what i had now. Lalalalaalala~

** my dear misss u!! <3

November 30, 2009

My 3-Days-Without-Internet-Connection Diary

* This is a very long post =P

Friday, 27/11

We hit the road around 4:45am in the morning together with Abg Adi's family. We couldnt used the Matrix since its gonna 'die' anytime soon, so to play safe we used Myvi instead. We're having a hard time catching up with Abg Adi since he was driving a Honda. The car started to get really shaky when it reached 130km/h and when my mum hit the portholes, i can really felt it down to my bones! The road was in terrible condition! Holes everywhere. The last time we used the road, it was still better. Thick fog at Kuala Lipis-Gua Musang making the situation worsen, so i was having a hard time geting to sleep since i was afraid that 'something' might happened =P. At Gua Musang it was my turn to drive and we reached my grandmother's house around noon.

Mak Ngah held Kenduri Aqiqah on that day for one of her grandson, so my mum and i changed our outfits and headed to her house which is about 30 seconds walking distance from my grandmother's house. We missed watching the Qurban thingy *well i dont want to watch it if i have the oppurtunity, by the time we arrived the meat was already been cut in big chunky pieces. My job was to prepare the onions, garlics and gingers, semangkuk periuk nasi besar yeh, and also prepared 'belede'. I just knew that 'belede' is the Kelantanese term for pudding @ agar-agar. Jauh betul bunyi die dari yang asal.

These two are among of my smallest cousins and they're cute but brats XD. Kids, u know, naughty and spoiled. The big bro, Izzat Iman (5 years old), can't stop crying if he doesnt get what he wants and his lil sis, Nazatul Najwa (4 years old), has a very kepochi mouth. She just can't stop talking and since she is still a lil kid, her heart is still 'pure' and very truthful. One of my aunt just cut her hair and Najwa said to her,"Bakpo rambut Mok Soh mace jate?? Burok huduh!" hahaahah! XDD. Oh! she's also a cam-whore~ "Kak Syimah! Amek gamba kite wat canie!". Here she paksa me took her pictures and later her brother also wants to join in.

I didn't attend the kenduri by the way. I felt so restless that i went home to my grandmother's house to take a nap after i have finished doing my part. Woke up later in the evening =P, but it did makes me feel good~

Saturday, 28/11

It was my grandmother's turn to held a kenduri that day and it was Kenduri Arwah for my late grandfather who passed away 1 and a half years ago. All of the house members woke up early to help her in the kitchen while the kids playing around outside and at the living room.

I couldn't managed to snap some photos during that time since i was busy too but i have a photo of the empty kitchen after everyone has bloated stomachs, leaving the mums chit-chatting.

Shortly after that, my cousin Nain asked me to accompany him to the salon. OK in my mind i was thinking like the salon at my hometown. With bizarre interior finishes, hot pink or modern looking.. But when we arrived, the road was like heading into a village. I mean.. village~ Most of the houses on stilts and made of wood with zinc roofs. The salon was actually part of the owner's house, attached to the right side with different entrance. The owners satu family org Thailand. So i was kinda amused hearing them talking with each other in Thai language and then communicating with the customers in Kelantan dialect. Salon tu ade tempat cuci! Tempat treatment pun ade! OK called me jakun but this was my first time being in that salon and i was impressed!!

Later that evening, we're getting ready to visit Mak Ni's husband, Pakcik Nor (Mak Ni is one of my mum's younger sisters) who had been admitted into the hospital recently. While we were waiting for my grandmother, i snapped some photos of the house in panoramic view. As u can see the path on left side is the only way of getting to my grandmother's house. It is also the path to go to Mak Ngah's house and at the right side of the picture is Mak Sah's house. Those trees behind the house is dusun, filled with Durian, Rambutan, Manggis, Salak, Duku, Langsat, Dokong, Betik and Jambu =))

The guy in red sweater was Pakcik Nor. He got bone cancer so he was doing chemotherapy and now he needs a bone-marrow donor. His white blood cells has dropped to zero so he has to be confined in a room and only 1 person, of his family member, can visit him at one time. For the rest of us, we can only 'visited' him from the other side of the window, communicating using hand signals with him. Even at that stage, he can still joked around with others, and trying to show that he was okay. The doctors said that he may be released in 3-4 days and that was a good news =).

After that we had our dinner at.. pizza hut! hehehe my grandmother was so funny and so pure-hearted at that time. She wants to join in the conversation altho she doesnt know what to talk about and she was very random! My mum took her picture with Mak Sah and then she said ,"Eh, mok ko tuh?? Napok beg tange mok! hehe~," and we all burst out laughing cuz she was so cute acting blur ^^.. Well all i can say is, she cheered us up after we visited Pakcik Nor and everybody was all smiles again, and of course the food was one of the reason making our faces brightens too~

Sunday, 29/11

Going to KB~ hehe while waiting for my cousin to pick me up, a lil cam-whoring wouldn't harm right?? XP OH! btw i bought that bohemian dress on9 at My Stuff. lalaalalaala~

Well it's not like my first time been to KB, but at that time i had my camera with me. So i couldnt stop taking pictures while we were on our way to MPKB. I saw a big, modern Hindu Kuil betul2 in the middle of the city, just beside the road. Call me sadistic, but im quite surprised to see a Hindu Kuil in that city.. Its not like im being sarcastic or racist ok~ OH! for the first time i saw UiTM Kampus Kota Bharu and it was unimaginable! Only 2 building, 4-5 levels! Maybe they only offered 1 course only???

Then we went to Pasar Siti Khadijah. My cousin went off to buy some things while i wandered around at the centre part of the building. It was then i realized that the centre part was actually an atrium and it used fully natural lighting. woah~ how come i never noticed this b4?? The market closed at 7pm. So there was no need of mechanical lighting to light up that area during the night. Well being an architecture student, u couldnt help it but to gaze at everything and u may find something surprising altho u're used to that area/building before~ ;)

After that we went to KB Mall. I wanted to go there to buy new platforms but none caught my attention, so we ended up walking aimlessly around the mall, entering any shops/stores that looks interesting~ To cut things short, i went inside this video store as i suddenly remembered that i saw live action Bloody Monday during the last time i went there and yup! i found it. So as i headed to the counter, i saw something in the corner of my eye and stopped. It was a Super Junior M mini album!!! immediately i snatched it from the rack and.. double bonus! Super Junior Super Show 1 Asia Tour!, right next to the album. I called ira to tell her about my findings and she screamed like hell, tellling me to buy it no matter what! and so i bought those two, leaving Bloody Monday behind... Ups! i will buy it next time XP.

Then all of us headed to Mak Yah's house which is one of my mum's older sisters. Shortly after we had our lunch, Abg Adi and his family arrived from Pasar Jelawat and he bought lots of keradeh! One of my favourites! it tasted like asam actually, but u have to peel of its crisp skin first. Darn! if i knew that he was going there in the first place i wanted to kirim etok... =((

As night time falls, i started to packs our bags, while my mum gossiping with her sisters and her mother. Who knows when will they met again, but Mak Ti will come to KL at the end of this week since it is school holiday, maybe they're planning some future trips?? =))

Monday, 30/11

We started our journey back home around 5am in the morning, convoy bersama2 Abg Adi. As u can see in the pictures, it was pitch black and the path was surrounded with trees and bushes. Excuse the shakiness and blurness. The road surface was not smooth since it was made of gravel and sand.

I drove all the way from Gua Musang to KL. Altho it was tiring, i couldnt help it but felt mesmerized by the beautiful mountains and landscapes along the way. Did u guys noticed that the trees in last landscape picture has the shape of the long-neck dinosaur??? XD

Finally after 7 hours of driving, we're finally home! and of cuz abah 'examined' the car after that and he started to complain about this and that. typical abah ~_~'' heh well i can still survive after 3 days without internet connection~ but the moment i've finished unloading the stuffs, i went straight to my room to check on... my sorority life!! agagaagagaagaga XPPP. but this is one of the memorable trips in my life =). so the next trip.. i think i heard my mum said PD this weekend?? had to buy sunblock then.

November 24, 2009

Over-out-of-nowhere-Sensitive People

Grrr i hate those bunch of idiots celaka!! they're so hyped up even just a simple question or a piece of mind, that doesnt even have a pinch of sarcasm, they will get so EMOOO and started blasting and blasting out of nowhere calling people DUMBASS, LOSER, RETARD, IDIOT PIG.

the hell????

even when u have different opinions they will get so like hyper and tembak u bertubi2. stupid-uncivilized people. i think they are soooooo into the net talking to a DAMN BOX that they doesnt know how to talk to a NORMAL HUMAN thus doesnt even know how to differentiate between an INSULT or an OPINION.


WallAbrella Walk-A-Thon

macam best je?? ade sape2 nak join???
a non competitive walk while holding an umbrella for a title in the Malaysian Book of Records for the most number of participants holding umbrellas for a walk for cause event! The objective of this CSR Campaign is to raise awareness on Cerebral Palsy. All proceeds of the events will go to Pusat Penjagaan Kanak2 Cacat Taman Megah

for infos:~
Diary Addictions

November 22, 2009

This kid is cute!

Justin Bieber - One Time

they're saying that he is the big thing after Jesse Mccartney. but i dont think so. it is too soon to judge him as the next Jesse. and the music video, i think it is inappropriate for his age.. but, hey i like his un-matured voice! hehe



mama,"kakak dah tembamla"



November 15, 2009


every year is the same
this year is exactly like last year
have to submit works during that time
darn... no fun at all
no memories
just plain lame

at least, thank you mama... =)

November 14, 2009

Thank You mama

It is one of the sweetest things u ever did for me! my tears are pouring down heavily. i just couldnt express it through words. what makes me more proud n joy is that ur poem becomes one of the recognized - All time best. as i viewing people's ratings for this work, i couldnt help it but feeling blessed for becoming your daughter.

I Love U, Mama...

Cherished One by Arjuna

November 13, 2009

Jigoku Shoujo live action

wow! actually it is quite well made! but too bad, i was hoping that Enma Ai to be a little school girl... but i like the actress' voice tho. so soothing! all of the characters are quite the same as in the anime~ the plot is a lil diffrent but it still 'preserves' the important parts like the straw doll n the boat thingy~ i like! XD

*ok next is Bloody Monday hehe

November 10, 2009

My last day with my housemates

Tomorrow almost all of them are heading back to their home (they already have finished their exams), so we decided to hangout out for a day doing some activities together. so we picked ice skating! it was one of my enjoyable moments in my life, gonna miss u guys... next semester, ziela and i will visit u guys and once more, lets have some fun together! xoxo

In the house~ : syima, ziela, armi, rai, azean, syikin, kak la, mawar.
those 'rugi korang x join' : syafikah, harlina

later that night, ayu and the girls asked to join for a game of futsal, sorry babe~ u ni cam xtaw plak i mane main futsal! =P. hahah next time we go ice skating ya~ ;)

November 8, 2009

Bloody Best

FUH! just finished one of my favourite manga - Bloody Monday (season 1). now im going to continue for season 2!! *of cuz after review

I've never too engrossed in a manga in my life! i love it to bits! the plot, the way it manipulative story lines, making me as the reader in a thinking mode too! i love it when it makes me think who is the actual goody2 baddy2 guy, or "gosh! it's over" but truly it's not, and "it's in the box A" but it is actually in box B but related to box A?? *ok a bit confused here myself

the story is about a school boy, Fujimaru Takagi who is actually a genius hacker, got bad luck on his family side when his father who is a Public Security Investigation Bureau, was accused of murder. both him and his sister were 'guarded' so that his father couldnt asked for their help. but it was all just a covered up story so that his father couldnt contact him to tell him about terrorism, a deadly virus and "Bloody Monday", since Fujimaru is the only person that his father could trust, since there are traitors and terrorists also in the team.

it is basically about computers and terrorism~ altho i dont understand a lot about computer stuffs, but the hell i really cant turn my head away from this manga~ thumbs up from me! ^^

oh! i just remembered! couple of weeks ago, while i was searching for a korean group album *ehem! i saw a japanese drama titled Bloody Monday. it seems that it's already made as live-action! *so ketinggalan hmm i wonder how good the drama is compared to its manga...

November 7, 2009

Mama oh Mama

i know i'm stubborn
i know i'm sometimes wild
i know i'm quite an airhead
i know that sometimes i made u sad

but mama
believe me
deep inside i regretted it too

i want to make u happy
i want to make u cry with joy
i want to be someone u can depend on
i want to be a daughter that u are proud of

i'll do my best to fulfill your wish
for the children to become success, is every parents wish

I Love You, Mama
and Happy 48th-Birthday =)

November 1, 2009

Bleach marathon

Since i got nothing to do right now... *LIAR, absolutely not! u got tons of work to do! i re-watched anime-Bleach at during my 'break' time. i've quit following the anime since the story became quite a nonsense *i followed Bleach's manga so i dont like it when its anime has different plot.

my favorite plot of the story has always been when Ichigo and friends went to soul society to rescue Rukia. Ichigo looks so good with Rukia, but i kinda like it to see Rukia with Renji.. but Renji is too tall n big for her... hmmm.. i dont know but i want to see the relationship development between Rangiku and Gin. it's quite clear that Rangiku like him, but im not sure whether Gin likes her as well or not. by the way i dont like the close relationship between Hitsugaya and Hinamori. she is so obsessed with Aizen that i couldnt stand it! how could she just attacked Hitsugaya n blaming him for Aizen's death??

now i remember when is the first time i hated Orihime. it's since the first time Arancar attacks Karakura Town *the attacks of ulquiorra n yami. she is so freaking annoying! siket2 "kurosakikun~" aaaaaHHHHHhhhh~!! doesnt she ever realized that because of her, Ichigo has to fight a lot of arancars and even bleed to death?!! huh ok.. i skipped a lot of episodes till i stumble upon this, the day when Hitsugaya meets Karin. it's one of my favorite episodes!! he looks so darn cute n charismatic in here and i like it when he got so angry when Karin thought that he is an elementary school kid!! XDD

a shinigami can play football/soccer?? XDDD

hitsugaya got angry when karin patted his head n called him elementary school kid XD

ok~ gotta watch them all~ c-yaa!

Pushing 'nana's'

yesterday evening, nana & i decided to go for a jog at the nearby park, but her car suddenly xleh hidup. rupe2nye she forgot to switch off her fog lights last night. Luckily adam, azim n red lives nearby. huhuhhu. and i was there to capture the moments~

muke gelisah pemilik kete n the 'mechanics'

October 26, 2009

Thousands of lights as the backdrop

never realized KLCC looks so much beautiful, up-close during nightfall
*oh ya cuz x suke kuar lepak stu byk rempit

October 25, 2009

hmm ichigo again

i LoiKe~ ^^

rukia's bro n the crazy shinigami to the rescue~!

October 17, 2009

Random 9

this and that
nothing good comes from it
better stay in one space
cant choose neither of the 2 places
which one is more important?
which one comes first?
in this matter
sorry i dont know what to offer

These past 2 weeks

we have 3 tortoises that we placed at the balcony. every morning, simba will visit them dan bermain bersama2. so after that most of the floor area will have water drippings since simba joins in the pool under the sun~

zorro, goliath and gimli

sniff sniff

come and play~!

a lot of open houses of my friends. but sorry i couldn't attend all of them and mostly are my ex-skewlmates n studiomates =(. but i really wanted too! sorry feera, dayah, nolie, etc... i'll try to make it up.. somehow.. =P

Asmiza's open house

Amy's open house

Loq's open house

As we all know *ok maybe certain people know, ninie and i took a part time job doing a master's student thesis. his title is about the area around jalan TAR. we went there last tuesday. sgt panas and sgt letih. when we decided to get back to shah alam, we're already at kl sentral, anne asked us "kalau boleh sampai shah alam around 5pm". so ninie n i decided to go to Muzium Negara which is 10-15 minutes walk from kl sentral. after that we headed back straight to shah alam.

last nite, my little sister and i went to aimi's bday party. as usual she designed her own birthday cake and this time it's full of globes. as a result, she dont know how to divide the cakes. so everyone ends up dpt a very thin slice cuz aimi sayang nak potong bebulat tu XD.

Sailormoon live action?

Tsk tsk tsk *puahahahahaahahahahaa

ok ok i think i cant control my laughter but it is just.... XDDDD
walaupun da lame kuar, i couldnt help myself but to look for it after years of straining myself not to do so. who could have thought that they used plushies for Luna character??? XDD. even the costume looks... cheap *i was deeply disappointed for that, it was suppose to be a sailor suit that is so mesmerizing! but the good thing bout it is the way they 'transform'. i mean as an ordinary girl, all of them are black headed, plain looking. but when they transform their hair colours and style change just like in the manga. oh dont forget, Mamoru in here is kinda cool XD

October 16, 2009


finally its ur part! ~_~"
getting tired of the fights between the vaizards and the top 5 arancars plus aizen.
hurry get back to earth!

* why is he looking more n more cooler?? =P

October 14, 2009

Kimi may turns back to the McLaren

yay!! Kimi Raikkonen maybe back to the silver-black machine!!! XDD. the only problem is he still has a 1 year contract with the Ferrari, so his lawyers are trying to settle it. his position will be replaced with Alonso from Renault.

it was unbearable for me when there were gossips about u quitting Formula 1 and turns to Rally. all this while, the reason i watched Formula 1 is you! if u leave, who else i can cheer on?? although u always have bad luck when u were in McLaren (like ur cars blow up on the final lap, multiple engine failures) but me and my family have always been supporting u! even this season, there were always problems with the Ferrari's engine and teamwork making u uncompetitive. but ur sportsmanship is something to be proud of~ thats why we kept on cheering u! and for additional points, u are more suitable wearing the balck/silver outfits ;P.

i hope that the next season ur bad-luck-taboo with McLaren will be gone so that u can be competitive with others and win the driver's championship (again)!!